14 November 2009 Kangen Banget
1:59 AM

i looked at the empty seat beside,
wishing you were here.
i stared at my phone,
waiting for a miracle.
i miss you so much,but i can't show it.
i love you,again,i can't show it.
i didn't think it would go this far.
didn't think that i would fall so deep.
i wish i can turn back time,
but that is just impossible.
i walked in the rain,
i waited under your block.
waiting for something,
but ,what the heck am i waiting for?
took a walk around the reservoir,
in tears ,so much they make up the waters there.
scent of your hair,
the handshake,
non stop tickling,
toilet visit,
so tell me,
do you think about any of these?
cause i can't stop thinking,hunn.
PERFORMANCE IS IN LESS THAN 24 hours, AND I FUCKING NERVOUS/SCARED.
i need to focus,i need to focus,i need to focus,i need to focus,i need to focus! its really hard to,especially when you have loads of things on your mind. and after what happened recently,dang,its just so fucking hard to focus.
you left without good bye